gonna die on mon
hav to bring so mani tings got hmt test on thu got eng exam on tue
gonna die
i go n eat shit
dey better nt sae aniting
or i wil rlly eat shit n die
i wil die of embarrassment
shit mi
i sux
nw den discover how much i sux
i so naive to tink tt my dream wld act come tru
but it won
cuz nth good happens to mi
im a failure
so mani pple dislik mi
i sux
big time
i noe i sux
i finally noe how u all feel abt mi
i sux
i sux
no!
i dun wan it to happen
i dun wan
i dun wan!
ppl wil noe den where is my face n pride?
shit myself
i sux
i sux
im short
im stupid
im ugly
im lik shit
im so depressed
i cant do aniting rite
im a failure
i gt so mani bad points n so mani others tt i havent listed out
i gt bad temper
i wu li qu nao
verytime shout shout shout
hu wld lik a person lik mi?
no 1 no 1 wld
im so sucky
oh no
im becomin a psycho
i dun wan
why must tis happen to mi
why?
why cant my dreams come true?
why cant i make my dream come true??
- i woke up from my dream @9:20 PM -
em..decided to post again..haix..i alwaez cant kip my promise..sad..
2dae was so fun..
ytd sports dae was okay..but rained...den i tink i got caught red handed..haix..hav to face wit e punishment on mon? i DON hope so..haish..
goin to mug fer exams..although eng nth to read..so study sci bah..sianz..
`feel lik wan u to noe how i feel
but im afraid of ur reaction
afraid of de rejection awaiting me
just plain afraid
make me surprised
dun let tings turn out de way
i dun wan dem to be
please*
- i woke up from my dream @8:35 PM -
seeing more of him nowadays. tink im satisfied with now de situation. but..of cuz it can be better. found his pic today. cute worx.. whaha.. 2molo is sports day. hope purple can win!
`somewhere over the rainbow
i see you*
- i woke up from my dream @10:30 PM -
last post
tis post wld be my last post..act tot of deleting it..but tot it wld be too wasteful..so im juz gona delete e posts n links...sori ppl..hope u hav enjoyed readin my posts fer e last few mths..n fer encouraging mi..n helpin mi...thx all...gd bye
- i woke up from my dream @7:22 PM -
